it gives you something to do but in the end gets you nowhere..

I don't know why I am up so early. I'll probably fall back asleep later but till then I guess I write this journal and then go pack for my flight tomorrow or something.

I'm leaving for Thailand tomorrow in the morning!

It should be fun. I'm excited to see everybody! Two years just seems like a really long time to not visit at all for me idk why. It does kinda feel like going back to a second home or something. lol idk what I'll do when I have a job and probably can't take alot of time to go visit. Sometimes I wish I didn't just visit like maybe one day I'll actually go and live there for like a year or two...idk..that'd be cool but then I'd really have to brush up on my thai writing and reading skills! lol. I just really wish there wasn't this whole swine flu deal. I mean I know it's just a flu but it's a hassle because it can be restricting. who knows. my dad keeps saying that there is a really big case of it spreading in Thailand but oh wells.