of our lives. But how could we measure something like that right? I wouldn't be surprised if we really controlled less and can't help but hope that we really control more....So...here I am.

Today's match was really fun . We lost but it was to Park Vista that is currently first place and we were so close! The last game we lost by 2 measly pins. This was the team that stopped us from going to states last year. But man it was fun to actually have a challenging game where we were on the tip of our toes for each frame. Not like the usual where we bowl really crappy and still end up winning. We're currently in 2nd right now. District tournament is next Tuesday. I hope we make it to states =]. The teams who place 1st and 2nd place at the actual tournament go to states but it could be really close with Santa Luces who are in 3rd place for the season right now.

I just realized that bowling is the only thing I've ever really "competed" in and that after high school I don't know if I'll ever really have a chance to enjoy something like this. So I guess this year is my last shot.

My head is killing me right now. blahhh. All the screaming made my head dizzy. lol

Other than that today was a very blurry day and I can't help but wish things were different somehow.